HERE I COME…..

     Finally my Form6 life has come to an end…. Finally my exam is over… Finally my holiday is here!! Well..to be frank it is not that excited as i think before my exam. Now that my exam is over and my dream holiday is here, i didn’t feel excited at all. But on the contrary i feel even more burden and some how frust. 

     Now i have to cope with more things from different aspect such as Church Work,Toastmaster, Tae Kwon Do, Work and so on…. Before that i just have to concentrate on my study and think nothing esle. But now i have to think a lot! I have think how should i spend my half year holiday so tat i could use it wisely to improve myself, gain more knowledge and bulid a better characteristic. All my friends are looking eagerly for works to earn more $$$. I understand it is not wrong to earn more money,but what do you gain besides money?

     For me money is not the priority of why i work, cause my family do not wait for my money to feed them. i want to treasure this half year holiday to do something which i think is more benefitial and important than earning money. Just imagine you have 2/3 of your lifetime to work,why are you so eager to work now?!! I want to invest this period of time so that i will have greater harvest in the future. And this is one of the reason that really burden me up,how could i actually use this time fully and wisely to become a better person. Of course there is also some other things that frust and burden me up such as relationship problem, Christianity and many little things.

     I do really hope and pray that God will give me strength and wisdom to face and overcome all the problems, challenges and obstacles that lies ahead of me. And use this precious time to prepare myself for a better future not in terms of how much money i earn. I just hope that i can do well in whatever i do especially those which is associated with God. One of the main objective of my holiday is to learn to become a better Christian and leave a better testimony. I hope that i have the self-discipline and determination to accomplish that la…