HERE I COME…..

    Singing has always been a great passion to me, and this leads me to a decision where i participate in my school singing competition. It takes me quite some time and courage to make the decision for i’ve never participate in such competition before and sing publicly. I try to take it easy and not to bring too much pressure for myself. But i still have quite a high hope on myself to be able to go through the audition on May 24th.
    To be frank,i’m actually quite confident of myself that i may do well and pass the audition. But things seems to be happened in the opposite way. It is just not as what i thought and expected. Initially i’ve already prepare a song just for the audition,if i’m so lucky and able to go to the final i’ll sing another song. But just half and hour before the audition only i get to know that the song that you sing in the audition have to be the song you sing in the final. So out of sudden i’ve to change to sing the song i prepare only for final. Before that i just keep practising the song for audition and don’t really pay attention for the song in final. Although i already know how the song goes but i still not really prepare for it due to the lack of practise. And this leads to the consequence that i sang a wrong pitch in the middle of the song.
     This may be one of the factor to my failure but I would not consider it as the ultimate reason of why i’m not selected. Because it may seems like an excuse. May be i’m just not good enough to be able to even pass the audition. It’s undeniable that i actually feel quite disappointed and my confidence level do drop. This is the first time participate in a singing competition and it has already show such result.
    Haih…despite all this,i’ll surely not let it deter me from keep singing. Ill still continue my passion to sing. May be this is just not my time….not the right time i guess[ just to comfort myself:-) ].